Yeah...wow...haven't posted in a long time....and if anyone actually cares, then go to www.livejournal.com/users/shadowedmind to see what's what in my life....

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HAPPENED A YEAR AGO IN MY LIFE!!!!!

Okay, okay...i'm done, i promise....

Oaky, yeah, I know, I'm the biggest loser alive, simply because I haven't posted anything in about...oh, four months.  Though there hasn't been a whole lot that's happened since then...

Um, Sam and I broke up a couple of weeks ago.  He's ot being too muture abot he entire thing,though I think h's doing okay.  And, yes, I'm fine, in case anyone's wondering.  Oh, well.

I joined Imagery and Upstagers...I'm realy excited abut this ear, because I feel like I actually have  life now that I'm getting out of the house a little bit more than usual.

I still don't have my driver's license. 

I still really like to write, and draw, and of course, drink coffee. 

And I never had a chance to see my real father this summer, though he told the entire family he would come to at least one family get-together.  He said that e's afraid of rejection by me.  Who wouda thought...??? 

Um..and I think that's all that's been going on..simply because I'm just a loser, as previously stated. 

Auna

P.S.  Kim B., if you're reading this, WE ALL MISS YOU!!!  I hope you're having a blast over there, and that you're teaching them athing or two about Americans.    

You know how they all say that you get along best with those that you're opposite? Well, yes, it can be true, but it can also be true that you can get along with those who are like you, too.  I don't know how that works, it just does.  I guess it has to do wth what's in your heart, and  and what is in the hearts of those that you hang with.  Hmmm, I'l have to thik about this for a little while longer...Bu really, I was talking to a friend ofmine, and we're complete oppostes of one another, yet we've been friends for forever. Anyways...

Things are good with me, except seniors leave next week...I'll miss you guys!!!  Especially Emily, Amanda, Steve, Jordan, Patti, ect. ect.  No, I'm not going to cry, at least until next Friday....

Samn and I have been going out for two months!!!!  Yea!! Go us...

And thats about all I can think of...umm. yeah mylife is kinda boring... Anyways, luv ya all

Something really quick that I just heard on "The Cosby Show".

"Why is Olivia holding on to that piece of meat?"

"Haven't you heard, dear? That is the steak they need to drive through the monster's heart."

Something I would do... :)

Well, here I am, yet again, wasting a perfectly good Friday night babysitting.  There are two thing I am grateful for, though: 1.  The older boy, who is taller than me and who doesn't listen, is gone for the weekend, at his dad's (thank heaven for small miracles). 2. I get paid.  The money will come in handy when we go down to Detroit.

Speaking of Detroit, I really do NOT want to go.  Yeah, it'll be nice seeing my family and especially you, Pammy!!! But, I want to stay home, for a couple of reasons.  I found out yesterday that my entire reason for wanting to go has been forbidden (I don't get to go to my dad's sentancing now :(.....)  and I'm gonna miss some people and school while I'm off doing.. God only knows what.  I'm afraid that I'm gonna get far behind in school, even though I filled out one of those sheet things that the office gives you.  But it doesn't helop when teachers don't give you the homework, they just tell you to make it up when you come back.  It's enough work already...plus they want to pile it on?? Looks like I'm going to miss a test in Health, plus a lot of assignments, and I'll be behind in my two art claases, where I can't exactly take the work home.  Grr.  I will somehow cope, though.

I'm really tired, and wish that I could talk to someone.  Anyone.  I miss Emily, Sam, Meghan, Meghan, Missy, Jess, and a ton of people, and I'm not even gone yet.  And you'd think that I was leaving for forever, but in reality, I'm only going to be gone for 2 and a half days.  I am pathetic.